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Angels everywhere.
This morning i went to Tescos in Holywood to get breakfast. When i returned to the car the electric lock didnt work. I was dressed in flipflops and a flmsy summer skirt no socks no tights. No coat. Storm Malik was starting up. I tried several times with the electronic lock and nothing. I had coffee came back nothing. I stood in the doorway of the estate agents pressing the buttons nothing. Went for a v cold walk and bought german biscuits, came back nothing. I was just about to walk back up while crying into my hoodie when the butcher from Corries appeared and said
Are u locked out of your car?
I was Yes.
Let me see your key.
I said its one of thse plastic keys that... wait does it have a SECRET KEY.?
He slid the casing off and in bloody deed it did. Ten years i have had this car n i did not know it has a secret key. Ffs.
Thank u i said.
No worries.
There u go. Angels everywhere. Great to be rescued by them.
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So there's that.
Well I must clean the house and I have been putting it off but today this the day. I have regained all of my energy and strength I'm almost back to full levels.
It feels so good.
I have let go of Ghin and I will always be here for him should he ever need me.
How does someone become a groomer? How does someone end up thinking they can take that step, that leap between a person in a position of trust and authority to one in which they are exploiting a child for their own emotional and sexual gratification? It's so horrible. So horrible.
I will never ever be able to look at him in the eye again if I ever do see him. This is a miscarriage and violation too far. How could you? How could you? To do this to another person's child? Their precious babies. It is mental.
Right. Time to get cleaning again. Once more unto the breach as they say.
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