Shiva's and Metta's Mother's Sutra

I DID manage to not overeat yesterday after school. I had the chicken skins, and half the duck portion. Then I had 2 oranges and a glass of milk with chocolate and a small portion of ice cream. That was IT. I did have a glass of fizzy apple and some crisps. I did feel full, but not overly so. Whatever it is I am having, I'll have half. the chicken skins I fried and extracted most of the oil. But I have generally steered clear of sugar and carbs. And the weight loss continues. I only have two weeks left. I can do this. At the wine bar, I did not drink and any alcohol which was fantastic. It felt great to be myself and be comfortable being myself. Being happy in my skin. When did that take place? It kinds crept up on me. There has been something which I have longed for all this time. It is now here. Here we are. Here I am. Just myself. And who is myself? What is this myth of dying with someone? Getting old together? When was that a thing? This myth of staying together n...