Shiva's and Metta's Mother's Sutra

I was so tired yesterday when I got home.  I just sat on the sofa and then went to bed at 6 pm. Well, maybe not 6 pm, but 6.30 pm after I did Duolingo.  The world is mad now. Completely mad.  Everything is mad. Europe wants to go to war with Russia. Mad. The Palestinians have lost over 200,000 people to the Zionists. Mad. Systems are collapsing. Mad. The only recourse when there is no much news around to drive you mad is to walk away. I fins solace in connecting with Aengus Og. My third day. I am doing this for a year. And a day. The tendrils are faint and fragile, but they are there. Sometimes, you can't win them all. That's just it. You can't win them all. And that's ok. I'm just bored now with other people's problems. I have zero problems of my own. Literally. That's the incredible thing. On my own I have zero problems. Why am I taking on other people's problems? I have no physical nor mental health problems - this could change. Well, apart from the c...

  The drumming session this morning went well. Daily I strengthen my connection with Aengus. This is the first day of independently drumming to connect with him. I now drum and write, then drum and write again until I have had enough. Each time I journey/write/drum more arrives. The thoughts are clearer than they have ever been. They feed me, like the hazels and I receive inspiration, insight and strength. Process, thoughts, ideas, promises and healing washes over. I have noticed that my memory has already started to improve. Just like my hands were healed the last time, this time round, it is my memory. Already I am able to bring things which I would have otherwise found scatty into focus. To sit with Aengus each morning is a blessing. Any images of him which are 'out there' are not the Aengus I know.  Over the next while my task is to get to know him, connect with him or the being of Aengus, and to luxuriate in time. Time is something which has been given to us as human bein...

Strengthen connection with Aengus Over the next few weeks, I am going to find a way to strengthen my connection with Aengus Og and his wisdom. My relationship with him is now in flux and will always be. He is, after all, Hermes, who is the herald of change. So it is one which is constantly bring change and can be listened to. I have a feeling it will be drumming every morning , like I did by the river and received wisdom. I get up and drum and hear what Aengus has to say - if anything. What learning and possibilities he brings to me. If my intuition has a guide, it is Aengus Og.  "Do not let the opinions of others define you" In many ways, even though I have lived and walked very much in my own path, I have also still cared too much about what people think of me. So, where it counts, where my own truth exists, I am now not going to care. I'm going to speak my truth. It does not mean though that I engage in futile conversations with people who are set in their views. It me...