#79
It is indeed strange that everything is now being unlocked. That after all these years, I am now here. I am so grateful. An entering. It feels like this is the answer I have struggled so hard towards without knowing I was doing this. Everyone has their purpose in life, and it feels like I have finally found the purpose of my life - to arrive to its meaning. To discover and unlock the meaning - which is love. Love without fear, without limits - and it has been shown to me why and how. So here I stand. Here I stand humbled in its presence. And the only thing I want to do is now to pray. To get on my knees before the Holy Grail - I have found it. I can see now it is not a real object but a goal which is achieved and I am so grateful that after all these long years of seeking and asking and struggling, on this morning, of all mornings, unexpected, it has arrived to me.
Each person makes their own personal quest to a common prize - but that prize is as individual as each quest - and here I am, in the castle's inner sanctum, here kneeling before my grail cup, understanding and in gratitude.
The cup is not mine to keep. I know that it remains there for all eternity, for the next person to behold it. It receive what they must. By simply seeing it, I receive its blessings. It is enough.
And what was grail? To know that the meaning of life is to love. In that, love reconciles all opposites. All the resistance, and the joining, and the whatever it is... all of that is good, but they all have their limits. Love - i.e. being good to each other - unlocks every door. It gives us courage, it lets us be the connection, it is the elixir, the cure, the light. Love, and loving others, is the true note. To lay down in love. And to love without expectation. I understand it now.
To distill this essence as only the human spirit can, in full consciousness.
Each person makes their own personal quest to a common prize - but that prize is as individual as each quest - and here I am, in the castle's inner sanctum, here kneeling before my grail cup, understanding and in gratitude.
The cup is not mine to keep. I know that it remains there for all eternity, for the next person to behold it. It receive what they must. By simply seeing it, I receive its blessings. It is enough.
And what was grail? To know that the meaning of life is to love. In that, love reconciles all opposites. All the resistance, and the joining, and the whatever it is... all of that is good, but they all have their limits. Love - i.e. being good to each other - unlocks every door. It gives us courage, it lets us be the connection, it is the elixir, the cure, the light. Love, and loving others, is the true note. To lay down in love. And to love without expectation. I understand it now.
To distill this essence as only the human spirit can, in full consciousness.
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