#47.21 - #ThisWeekGoals

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It is absolutely freezing. God love the people who have no heating and no food. Is it my job to provide for them? No, it is not. Is it the government's job? Yes it is. It is also the government's job to make sure that people are thriving and happy. And it is not my job to sort things out for people. If they want to sort things out they can demand for it - by demonstrating, by refusing to normalise this crap, by not going along with it. I personally will no longer be co-operating by pretending this is the new normal for everyone's benefit. There are so many stupid holes in the Covid argument, nothing lines up, that I am just now gonna do my own thing. Enjoy myself.

So to this end, I am setting goals for this week and getting to work on them.

This entire coming week.

I have to say that drinking mead makes me sad. There is a real melancholia to it which is strange. It doesn't really agree with me. It makes everything fuzzy, like a bee.

To this end i'm going to start looking at the week and writing those goals. For the first time since this started I can see the light at the end of the tunnel with regards to what it means for myself. It is no longer an everlasting sentence of monotony, but one which is filled with possibility. And I am doing this to keep myself sane. There is literally no more point in making any more sense of this insanity. And if people want to stand in line and be codependents, they are my guests. I just escaped from a hot mess, I am not about to return to it. Nothing is going to make me go back to the madness of dictated spaces. 

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