#294 - Recovery

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It has been a day of recovery yesterday. I had a steak and watched all of the last series of Harlots. Apparently it is now cancelled so there won't be a Season 4. Then I fell asleep and did nothing. I thought about what class meant and what we could do to sort things out. So i'm going in at 6.30 to tidy up the class. The intention to clear the cupboards over the holidays never took place I AM getting older. There is no doubt.

Just more tired, less on it. But I've been on it my whole bloody life. I think I can be a little less on it there days.

The Halloween celebrations went very well. We basically sold 10 out of 12 slots. It as quite beautiful and very fulfilling. It was tough work, but it was nourishing. Here I was doing what I loved doing best - telling stories about myths and linking lore and legends. I am fairly sure that no one has made the link to the four treasures with regular playing cards because that is not how people think. Who makes those links between mythology and playing cards and why are cards such an important part of the magician's ouevere? 

Again, it is difficult to describe how beautiful it was. The nights and the fires... I am a simple person who like simple things but sadly simple things is not where life is at now. Everything has to be very complicated and over the top nonsensical. It has to be plastic and go for the cheapest shots. There is no depth to anything anymore. Nothing speaks to the soul.

So today... I need to set up for school so that's what I'll do now...

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