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Anyway...I googled this question on the internet and it came up with the same three hypothesis. It even managed to produce Epicurious. Excellent. I don't care anymore cos i'm very tired. Today i did an hour of bady balance which is actually yoga done to gym music. And some horse stance thrown it. I did enjoy the extreme stretching. I thought the music was a bit sucky. But it is a gym. It goes with the territory. Would it not be very nice to have a gym with no TV, good music and lots of light? Real light, not flourescent lights. It'll probably not last a few days cos the people who'd appreciate that sort of gym do not like gyms. They will tell me all the time, i hate gyms. I also say i don't much like gyms. But they do come with saunas and today when i was swimming in the sunlight at the outdoor pool it was like being in heaven.
Heaven. I'm not even sure if i believe in God. I know that it is a bit much. But i was an aetheist for about seven years. I have to say i was never fully convinced of there NOT being a God either. In the end i just settled for some kind of amorphous goddess based earth spirituality - however, more recently i've had to contemplate more seriously anthroposophy.
Oh god i am soooo tired now. I am just going to sleep now and then my work later, when i've had a bit of sleep. Can't think of any other way of doing this.
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