Flat on sofa again

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The boys appear to be having Such Fun. Of course they are. They are of course having fun. The thing is, will Ghin pay for it later? 

The schedule is not coming along great because I am so tired after school. It is kinda shite really.

I don't know if I want to work full time really. I think I need at least two days off. Say Tuesday and Thursday for example. Of Friday. I don't know.

I am just exhausted when I get back.

I love my job and I love the things which I do, but really I just cannot even. 

Right - thinking about today.

I think I will leave at 1.30 pm to make sure I get down early. I don't know. It's just a huge hoike to Ballynahinch. 

But honestly, It has been a total failure of a week. Only that I haven't drunk at all - no alcohol midweek and probably not this weekend as well because of the workshop on Sunday - oh I am so excited about that.

Brigid... It is world wetlands day. 

Anyway - yesterday U came home, cooked and then fell asleep. My head is just full of cotton wool. The ringing in my ears has intensified over night which makes me wonder what that's about. If the virus did indeed come from Wuhan and it has mutated out here then we do not know what the real effect of the virus the long term effect it . I don't know why not more people are being strung up to dry. I have a very strong feeling that Bill Gates has hitched his wagon to the Covid horse because he knows full well that the whole Epstein thing if it does get out will completely ruin him and he is trying to salvage it - hopelessly. That is the only thing that makes sense. That is the easiest, most elegant explanation. 

It's 7 am... Elements things and then today more elements things...

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