It is almost the end of the year

Just finished watching Our Friends in the North - what amazing writing. I am still not 100%. My stomach is still gross and I threw up last night, but it is only a 4 day week, so onwards and upwards.

Everyone seems to be getting Covid. My head is still very fuzzy and everything seems far away.

I should lesson plan. 

I needed to write thie before I forgot this.

I was talking to Ghin last night and I remarked some bad news about someone and Ghin then smiled an evil smile at me and I asked him, what is it? Are you mad at me? And he said - no. I said well what is it then? And he said, well, I think that sometimes, if you don't like a person, you can be quite bitchy about them. I smiled back, like a child being caught out and he said, I say this because I am like that myself. 

I said, well this is quite human Ghin, and to be fair, I am like that with only 0.01% of the people I know, and quite often that person has behaved in a way which maybe merits it! And I think I learnt it off Mama.

What it made me realise was that perhaps I am more transparent than I think I am... so it also made me evaluate my own behaviour towards people who in the past were assholes to me. It certainly made me think big time...