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I am done. Exhausted. But we still go on. Thankfully I work half the day and then head back for some down time before going on again. Only this week we have stopped Forest School and been able to take sometime to catch my breath. 

The thing is I cannot seem to organise my thoughts right now. Whether it is brain fog or just growing old, whether it is too much on the mind... it is hard to say. This week has been good. I got rid of a lot of things I need paid. They are now all out of the way. car tax, housing insurance, etc... all out of the way. Ground rent. Every month a put aside about £100 and this comes in handy at the end of the year when we need to break out the things I saved for.

What else? It has been massive the mess we have made really...

With the entire Covid debacle. Having always been skeptical I now have the luxury of also not taking what has taken seriously. I cannot imagine what people who did do the hook line and sinker thing feel. People also who have been forced to not see loved ones, people who have taken the suggested treatments and now have either been sick or lost people to the treatment. These people have no idea what they are doing and now they are there, everything hanging out, all for the world to see. What I do not understand is how come people just blindly followed this. Why were there no questions? How come people were railroaded into behaviours which didn't make sense and now vaccine passports. Well this has made me make up my mind. I am not getting vaccinated until I need to get onto a plane. The entire thing is a complete farce. The arrogance didn't just extend to what they insisted people did, but also to what they thought they could get away with.

It is now clear that they only brought in these mad rules to pacify people and somehow they themselves, for some UNKNOWN reason did not believe in the lethality of the virus. If they did tell me that they would not be the first people to have found an underground bunker and shut themselves in it while the rest of us contracted the plague. Instead while we were forced to live under these rules, rules in which people who had fewer resources were really suffering to the point where children were being abused and killed, they were off in private jets, meeting for parties, without masks, having award ceremonies, making films, whatever else you could have... and now these endless vaccinations. ENDLESS. Do they really think that these jabs are harmless??? ~Can you keep jabbing people infinitely? Never in my life have I ever heard of a treatment which you have to take continuously. Medication is meant to assist the body momentarily, not continuously prop it up. The solution is not to continue giving people more medication but to make sure that everything in live assists life. It is like putting nitrates into soil indefinitely rather than helping the land recover. I prefer this analogy to the stupid seat belt one.

No one watched the BBS - i mean BBC anymore. They have also lost credibility. They are total idiots. the Mainstrream Media, a thing before Trump ever was... a phrase I've been using since the 1990s is corrupt. Chomsky pointed this out and this sealed his fame.  How did the left start to embrace it? This has been the most disappointing thing about the left. Instead of asking serious questions they ended up playing politics. Only leaving the few like Matt Taibei and Glen Greenwald and Russell Brand to carry that torch of critical inquiry and skepticism.

I now watch more news about Covid but from the alt-middle as they are now calling themselves. These people are doctors and question the continuous jabs. They do believe in it but they also acknowledge the risk. They also talk about the side effects, the wearing of masks and the shutting down of everything. I think they are too conservative but at the same time, at least they are questioning the narrative. I feel sorry for them too, but they have a good following. Good traction.

Anyhow, the entire thing is a farce. It is now. I don't know who is going to follow these rules now. They have made fools of everyone. Everyone. Except for the people who questioned this from day 1. The thing is these people are completely shameless. It does not matter. they will continue to behave in utterly unacceptable ways. And you know what we will all continue to suck it up.