Chewing the fat
Here are some pictures of Ghin enjoying Irish Stew. Born to eat it, he is.
He works hard for his money, uh ha, uh ha, so hard honey honey...
We had a weird day today. It consisted of much waiting around to find out if we were to attend a wake - when i say we, i don't include the children. In the end i didn't go. Childcare was somewhat haphazard and i became too tired. It was also too late for Ghin. I look at the things i am surrounded by and sometimes a chill goes through me. My life...was this how it was meant to turn out? Two beautiful kids, i never ever underestimate that - whole civilisations give their eyeteeth for this - but beyond that...it reminds me of when i was thirteen and i thought, i can kinda see my life until i reach 16 - and then what? What will i do with it?
Watched The Apprentice today - it's a new episode, the English version. I previously couldn't bear it, but for some reason it now makes entertaining viewing. Perhaps watching twenty somethings with enough hair products to open several hairdressing salons being happy slapped by Sir Alan is what my midlife crisis requires. It reminds me that wherever i am now it must be better than being an insufferable twenty something. And loads better than being a teenager.
He works hard for his money, uh ha, uh ha, so hard honey honey...
We had a weird day today. It consisted of much waiting around to find out if we were to attend a wake - when i say we, i don't include the children. In the end i didn't go. Childcare was somewhat haphazard and i became too tired. It was also too late for Ghin. I look at the things i am surrounded by and sometimes a chill goes through me. My life...was this how it was meant to turn out? Two beautiful kids, i never ever underestimate that - whole civilisations give their eyeteeth for this - but beyond that...it reminds me of when i was thirteen and i thought, i can kinda see my life until i reach 16 - and then what? What will i do with it?
Watched The Apprentice today - it's a new episode, the English version. I previously couldn't bear it, but for some reason it now makes entertaining viewing. Perhaps watching twenty somethings with enough hair products to open several hairdressing salons being happy slapped by Sir Alan is what my midlife crisis requires. It reminds me that wherever i am now it must be better than being an insufferable twenty something. And loads better than being a teenager.
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